tries to

i am going to try to type in good english..prefectly impossible i know..but i will try to..hahaz..as for my sms to people, i am going to use lingo cause my phone is prepaid..the sms goes by per words..so must cut short all the words..:)..hopes that i can do it..i shall not procastinate on this issue:).*i hope*..hahaz..

thanks to many people that kept cheering me on when i am down..while currently down too..:)..

i just realised that my HEY! SAY! JUMP & NYC BOYS are losing their power to cheer me up..how???..gosh..i would be very happy to listen to their song..well that was in the past..it's not working any longer..!!!!..gosh..><..*Cries*

wth==

ROS: OHMYGOSH! JUNE IS PRACTICALLY MOLESTING JOREL IN THE LAB! MY PURE EYES!!!

June: I AM NOT!! Jorel's throwing herself at me!!And your pure eyes?PLUH-LEASE. I am a virgin and I'm planning to stay that way. Even if I have to molest someone, itwon't be JOREL. I have taste!

Ros: I bet you wanna lose it to AIBA!

June: WRONG! I WANNA LOSE IT TO JIN <3

JOREL:i feel so pissed now.stop turning my blog into some werid place..gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*everiting here is not real*they dun let me to delete==..wth..

today in lab..with lots of ppl..hhaaz..1d is pissing me off..so noisy..gosh!

i give up

yes..i m officially grounded..with no com no life no outings basically = no life..

whats life for me??so stress..whats rong with getting bad grades??i dun understand its onli a term and u guys are giving me a death sentence..ya wateva..==..i m giving up..life's meaningless for me

sooner or later i seriously gona get a metal illness or sth..><..anyone help me??stress and depressed now..><..

i hate my life..what rong with my life?????god damm it..from one hr of curfew of usuage no none usuage of com..now what??make me have no social circle??

i feel so stress..this is worse den the stress i m suffering from my cca..one day if i realli give up my life..dun blame me..

i losing myself..i no longer smile the usual way..smiling in class make me feel so fake..i m lossing myself..lossing myself totally..

anyone help me?